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Relentless pain [04 May 2009|12:01am]
Did not think that I could even let myself get to this point. Again.
It honestly seems that anytime I leave my door unlocked I get robbed. Hypotheticaly speaking.

I'm not heart broken... It just fucking hurts.
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[08 Jan 2009|11:59am]

I love the way people always expect perfection but they simply cannot provide in return.

Hipocracy at it's finest!!

I got fired today. Great job!

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[21 Dec 2008|05:42pm]
[ mood | Stoned ]

Whoop! Back at work again.

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[19 Dec 2008|02:03pm]

It's been a while...

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[19 Mar 2008|09:25pm]
is this really "growing up"?

it seems that as time goes on, i only grow more immune to emotion.
as time goes on, i only forget about all the amazing things i've experienced.

for such a long time i thought i knew what happiness was.
i thought that i could actually live without "selling" out.
i thought i could grow as a human being... not an emotionless vessel.

life tries to steer us off the road... do i really have what it takes to get to where i need to go?
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[26 Feb 2008|03:30pm]
dont you need somebody else
to save you from yourself?
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a year? [09 Jan 2008|06:43pm]
[ mood | calm ]

it has been almost a year since my last post.

what have i learned since then?

i am me... and that should make me happy!

just kidding... i dont learn.

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begin [04 Mar 2007|07:09am]
here's to a new start.
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[17 Aug 2006|09:11am]
my heart aches.

woe is the emo boy.
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[04 Aug 2006|06:02pm]
i feel pretty bad ass.

and pretty bad.

i am also supernatuarly talented.

and cognative.

shitty night last night for this one dude.

how did i know.
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[04 Aug 2006|08:12am]
where did the fun go?

where did the people go?

where did my life go?
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[01 Aug 2006|12:19am]

my head has been hurting for like 2 days.

drink more water.

but things are better.
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[30 Jul 2006|04:49pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]


good times.

bad times.

in the end just times.

everyday seems to be more and more confusing than the previous.

i wish i understood the way i feel. but i dont.

maybe its cause of the way i'm always treated.

or maybe its all in my head.

shitty times.

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[26 Jul 2006|03:05pm]
holy shit changes.

who still livejournals anyway?
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[06 Jun 2006|12:23pm]


here is to never seeing your girlfriend again.

woohoo life. when i thought i had you pinned, turns out you have a third arm i have to battle.

why do parents have to be so rediculous?

why do i have to go through this god damn hell every fuckin day, week, month, year!

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[30 May 2006|07:52pm]
i am from africa!

*mouth noises* click clock!



click clock!


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[18 Mar 2006|10:21am]
i may be selfish...

but i feel that i deserve to be every once in a while.

god damn it.

fuck promises. they are only made to be broken.

along with hearts.
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[08 Mar 2006|03:04am]
[ mood | sick ]

i just feel fucking nasious today.

sick to my stomach.

i dont know why i'm getting this feeling, but i dont like it.

its 3 and i cant even imagine sleeping.

starbucks hasnt called.

i'm "home" sick, and i miss my parents so fucking much it hurts.

i didnt get to see kelsey today. broke my promise.

and i'm a whiney little bitch.


but my dad emailed me today, it made me so happy. i seriously almost cried. i havent talked to him in over a month, and havent seen any of my family in many months.

i wish some people knew how lucky they really are. cause you dont realize what you've got until its already gone.

soooo neway, i'm just bitching... so bye.

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[03 Mar 2006|01:20am]

people are crazy.

and someone will die soon..

who will it be?
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pappa dont preach, i'm in trouble deep. [28 Feb 2006|04:32am]
lookie lookie!

here i am once again.

still awake in the wee hours of the morning.

there is nothing i want more than for kelsey to be ok.

but then again, when have i ever gotten what i wanted?

oh yea, i got kelsey.
i guess things HAVE to be ok. right?
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